A blur

I have done so many things in life
but is this how gods gonna punish me
i wonder everyday if i will ever get a chance with you
i know that i\'m not the greatest looking girl,
but if i ever get a chance with you,
i promise to love you more than anything in the world
i\'ll never let you down, or even cry a tear
i will turn your frown into smile
but you don\'t seem to understand
everytime i see you with another girl it breaks my heart to know
that i\'ll never stand a chance against her
i know she\'s pretty and i\'m not
but i could love you more than she could
yet i still cry.......
to you.... i\'m just a blur