And From the Rest, I Hide

I've been living a lie
For three months now
But the crying has stopped
I don't know how

But it's better now
Living this lie
You been thinking I'm over you
Now I don't want to die

Everyone thinks I'm over you
Only a few people know
But hey, if you find out
I'll deny it and tell them no

They'll believe me, I know it
Because now I'm happy
I don't care if I have to lie
Because to them, this is ME

And also because now you talk
Now you're there to make me smile
You're acting like a friend again
Staying by my side for a long while

But the love I have for you
Is growing stronger now again
When it's going to overflow my heart?
I have no idea when

But today when you touched me
MADE me fall backwards into your arms
I felt like I was in total heaven
Protected from all harms

Even though it was just a few seconds
I didn't care anymore
My world was whole that moment
Again, I have a something to live for

The way your smile looks to me
Your teeth ain't perfect, but hey
Your perfect enough in my eyes
That's the end of it, nothing else to say

The way that you look at me now
They show so much care
Now I'm smiling for that reason
Knowing you'll be there

Today was the best
You actually held my hand
I don't care if half the time it was on my wrist
I was still in happy land

And although the way you look at me
Is only as a simple friend
I don't care about that s h i t
I'll still love you to the very end

The way your voice sounds
It's like music to my ears
Every time I hear it
It washes away all my fears

The world around us disappears
When you look into my eyes
It's just you and me at that moment
And I forget about all the lies

My secret love for you
That I'm keeping deep inside
The one in which only some people know
And from the rest, I hide.

[c] 2O05
Old poem ....