I had tears running down my face
You asked what was wrong
I told you every thought that run through my mind,
All the flaws in my life
And the source of my tears
Not once did you look down on me but instead
You just smiled and told me life is not supposed to be easy.
Life is challenging us so that we don’t forget to live
But how could I live when I wished to die
And those I loved wishing to live were dying
It was just too unfair
Why did I have to live when all I wanted to do was die?
You smiles at me
Took me under your golden wings, showed me a world of colour
Showed me a way to get my emotion out even if it’s was only on paper
But now you’re gone
Gave up on your own words
Why didn’t you let me see behind your mask?
Maybe then I could have returned the favour
But now I’m back where I began,
Lost in this world of broken dreams.
You were there for me not matter what.
Someone’s death or just a broken heart?
Even when I was afraid to love
In fear of ending up getting hurt once again
You showed me life has no purpose without love
Here I stand back in the beginning
Seeing the world in black and white
And once again without you here
What made you decide to leave it all behind?
What was bad enough to make you take your life?
If one thing I learned from you was never to give up
I knew all the signs, why couldn’t I see it?
You said your goodbye in your letter.
But I never got to say mine.
There are no worries where ever you are.
I won’t give up on life no matter how many times life seems to lose purpose,
No matter how many times my heart is broken.
I’ll will live and keep my promise to you.
