My Secret

It's been awhile since we've spoken
Because of our friendship, which is still broken
All of those secrets we've kept from each other
Still haven't risen from their long lost smother
But we still keep going like nothing is wrong
And when we see each other, we just hold strong
But seeing you today, hurts me so bad
It makes me depressed, upset and sad
You've been living dreams with full strength
My unspoken depression is coming to full length
You've been kept busy, but without a care
I've been suffering, wishing life was more fair
Your life is great; not a hint of dread
I, on the other hand, have been drenched in red...
I don't know if I should speak what I want to say
It might make you worried, and leave you in dismay
I don't think you need that kind of weight
Knowing this girl's soon-to-come fate
I want to say you're whom I'm in love with
Before you, I thought love was some kind of myth
But all of this love has been tossed and hurled
This is such a crazy, messed up world