Just your fun

I was just your fun at first wasn't i?
But again i was too stupid to figure it out.
Your charms, the way you looked at me i thought it meant something real.
You held me tight as we both shook, you saw the magic in my eyes, deep inside you knew.
I was madly in love with you, i gave you my heart and i was crushed when you couldn't admit us.
What was i to you?
I can be the one, your savior, your lover but its amazing how you cut me up.
It took you long to figure out i was something real in your life.
It took you long but i was gone.
I was on my way back to home hoping you'd show up and stop me.
You didn't think about me, my heart was shredding, the blood was pouring , the tears were falling.
We are apart but we believe we can be one but I'm still shredding and soon my heart will be lost forever.