Youve killed me

You were my friend
my truly best friend
we promised we would
stay together till the end
Then you didnt return my mail
you stopped talking to me
what happened to us
I cant see
because of this
because of the tears
because of the lonliness
because of the fears
Youve left me now
you just stopped
out of nowhere
our bubble popped
Im so confused
what did I do
am I to immature
to hang with your crew
I dont know
but now I cant think
cant think straight
I need to blink
to hold back these tears
from streaming down my face
I cant go around
our old hangout place
my life is ruined
you the only one who cared
now without you
what to do when Im scared
You were there when grandma died
there when my house was broken into
there when I was raped
now its through
I cant help it
I need to cry
Now without you
I just want to die