Confused

This is all so confusing to me,
How will I really know what u truly feel?
Everyone seems to see us as the perfect couple,
Yet you keep playing games with my mind.
It's true that I'm in love with you,
But I guess you'll never know because these feelings I'll forever hide.
Maybe I'm afraid of getting hurt again,
Maybe it's a chance I don't wanna take.
But while I sit here and try to make sense of it all,
Its killing me deep inside...