On the edge of death

On the brink of tearrs
my world is spinning out of control
words tangled, tongue tied
thoughts jumbled, feelings confused

i'm sitting near the edge
wondering if i should jump
looking down at the ground
questioning my purpose

my skin is peeling, ears bleeding
as i creep closer to the edge
i am numb but can still feel pain
and i stand nearer to the edge

i close my eyes and hold back tears
i take a final step
as i slip and fall
i reflect on my life

will people even notice
i hope they do not cry
b/c though my death makes some upset
it put me out of my misery