I Hate You

How do you handle the way you feel,
Knowing up until now, not one things been real,
The web you spun came from one long reel,
But not even in time will these woulds heal.

I cannot look into anyone's eye,
How can i trust after your big lie,
When you said those words i thought i would die,
So i don't care how many tears you cry.

I can no longer say your name,
Without feeling a rush of tearing pain,
I dont know if ive lost or gained,
But nothing will ever be the same.