Love or hate

Why love when you can hate
love just makes your date late
love is too much for your heart
hatting you make such an art

but then everyone wants to be loved
even those who struggle and being shoved
they still have room for a bit of love in there
hate causes distrust ion look everywhere

hate often beats love weather you now it or not
you never know when things come out in a knot
when you boyfriends starts screaming at you
letting you know how awful you are as you cry

and then days later your apart because hate is in your eyes
you won't talk to your ex you try to be happy making up lies
your friends say things are OK but inside you heart is dieing
you wake up each morning trying to smile but it's fading

you want to end your life because you heart is broken
you can't talk to anyone not even you friend you unspoken
you keep things shut in your mind waiting to let it blow
you want to hate so much but then you have to let him go

thinking he is the reason why I'm suffering like this got to stop
i got to stop thinking of him how he made me smile and hop
how he took his arms around me is the pouring rain
but now I'm by myself walking in this lonesome rain

all because I was not right for you , i was not worthy to you
and you had to end this right now making me feel so blue
not wanting to talk to anyone not wanting be broken again
is this the cycle i must live now I'm sad I'm going insane

i just want to get my blade and end this broken life
it's not a good reason but it's enough to use this knife
i won't see you tomorrow or ever so good bye
I will sleep for ever and ever I'll dream that i can fly

(C) DevilWithin