You don't know,
You don't know what it's like being here.
You don't know what it's like having a family who walks,
Instead of staying by your side,
And having your so-could friends run as soon as they see the real you.
You don't know what its like having to live with people who hate you
and want nothing to do with you,
even if there your own parents,
You don't know what its like crying yourself to sleep just thinking of why your family hates you,
Just wondering why you don't have any friends,
You don't know what its like crying every day,
You don't know or ever will know what its like planning your, so-aside,
But then having your baby sis come in the room
and just think of what her life will be if you were no longer there to take-care of her or to even watch her grow-up.
"who will take care of her if I leave".
will always pass through me mean when i think of leaving,
But how can you stay if no one wants you her.
How can you stay in a place were no on wants you,
How can you live.
How can you stop the tears.
How can you stop your life,
How can you start your hole life all over again?
You just don't know what it's like holding every thing in.
Acting like everything is okay in your life,
Like you have family that loves you,
Like you have friends that truly care,
Like your dad didn't try to kill you,
Like your grandfather gave a hoop about all of you,
Like your mom didn't constantly reminds you that your the worse thing that ever happened to her,
Like your someone, people would really love to have a round.
And like your mom really cares about you!!!!!!!
Even if you knew everything that has bin going on in her life, you would never really understand what's really going on with me.
