I am

I am scared and alone,
I wonder of I will always trust,
I hear the wispers in the shadows,
I see the darkness in the light,
I want happiness,
I am scared and alone,

I pretend to always have fun,
I feel the heat of a lie,
I touch the unknown,
I worry about my life,
I cry about the fighting,
I am scared and alone,

I understand that things don't last forever,
I say dear god,
I dream of some thing normal,
I try to understand,
I hope it turns out ok,
I am scared and alone.