Ive made up my mind
Ive come to a conclusion
I finally figured it out
The reason I hurt so much
Its because of you
And what we had
I'm stuck in the past
Cant see my future
Day after day
Its like watching re-runs
All I see is you and I
The perfect couple
What we used to be
I cant imagine my life without you
I have forgotten the days before you
I feel trapped by you
I cant let you go
When I see your face
The memories flow
All the feelings come rushing back
I want to be with you so bad
I need to know where I stand with you
What is it you want from me?
Why are you still here?
You broke up with me
So why do you still care?
You must have feelings left for me
Or you would disappear
Its all a vicious cycle
I cant seem to get out
I'm happy when I'm with you
But lonely when you leave
I wish you could make up your mind
And just stay with me
I don't want to wait for you
It hurts me too much
But I don't want to move on
Afraid Id miss my chance
I don't know what to do
I need you to show me
Tell me how you feel
Look into your future
Do you see me there?
Is this worth my wait?
Will you and I ever be?
I need to know these things
I'm sick of living in the shadows
Tired of this uncertainty
You've had enough time
To make up your mind
So whats it going to be?
Will you take me as I am?
Or should I set you free?
I know I am not perfect
I know that Ive done wrong
I'm lazy and messy
And sometimes sleep all day long
I talk too much
I hog the bed
I steal the covers
And always elbow you in the head
But I love you
Despite your flaws
Your hairy ass
Your stinky feet
Your constant gas
And need to compete
Playing rock, paper, scissors
Best out of three
Just to decide
Who gets the front seat
For you life's a game
You want to have fun
But you should know
The prize you already won
Its like you don't see me
I'm not even there
Id give you everything
But you don't seem to care
I don't want to pressure you
I will give you your space
But Ill keep trying to prove
You are my soul mate
So until you see
What I see now
I will try to move on
But I cant guarantee
That my visions of you an me
Will ever be just memories.
