Goodbye

by Nikki Z   Mar 13, 2006


I found you
I thought I found love
I was wrong
I need to move on
Its so hard
To accept the fact
That you dont love me
Like I love you
I wish you could see
What I see
When I look at you
I wish you could feel
What I feel for you
I wish there were words
To make you love me
But theres nothing I can say
To change your feelings
It hurts me so much
To know you dont love me
I just want you to hold me
To tell me how you feel
I want you to say you love me
So I can feel complete
I love you more than anything
I miss you even when youre here
I think about you every minute
I wish that you would think about me
I am wasting my time
Trying to make you love me
I am always trying to think of ways
To make you fall for me
To make you realize that its me you need
I want you to see that its me you want
I feel that someday you will love me
And when that someday comes
I will be gone
I will have found someone new
I will have moved on
I will find a love that is strong
Someone who loves me as much as I love them
Someone who wants to be with me
Someone who always will be by my side
Someone who thinks of me all the time
Someone who wants to make me happy
Someone who will never make me sad
Because with you thats all I am
I am constantly in pain
Wishing that you would make it all go away
And now I know that the only way
To make the pain go away
Is to move on
To put you in my past
To find someone else
And never look back
Youve put me through so much pain
Im so sick of playing your games
I want to be happy
I want to feel joy
I want to feel loved
And with you I feel none of the above
All I get is hurt
And thats not the way it should be
So I am saying goodbye
To the love of my life
Someday youll see it too
Like I do now
Youll want to be with me forever
But Ill be gone
Never to return
You cannot reverse the hurt I feel
As much as I wish you could
I am moving on
I am forgetting you
Taking down the pictures
Burning the poems and the journal entries
Im erasing your name
You are becoming a piece of my past
No longer my future
I already feel free
I know that tonight
Ill sleep better than ever
I wont dream of you
And what we could be
Im letting you fly
Im setting you free
I want nothing to do with
What we used to be
I dont want to see your face
It will only remind me
Of all I felt for you
Of all I dreamed of for you and me
I am letting go
I am done with you
You chewed me up
Then spit me out
I am no longer here
You can count on me no more
Dont call me
Dont show up at my door
I love you so much that I hate you
Get out of my life
I dont need you anymore
I am going to be true to my heart
And get myself out
Of this one sided love affair
Where so many tears were felt
Goodbye my love
So long my friend
Have a great life
Have a good time
Im moving on
This is my goodbye

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