Something True

I feel your pain, its insane
no end insight, not a glimpse of light
WHY! cant i cleanse what you feel, CAN'T! hope that every things real.

When i know all you feel is pain, and nothings real to much is the same
I don't know what I'm doing!? i feel so sick I'm spewing.

I don't want you dead!, how the f*#k? i just want you in my bed
To be able to hold you, maybe you will finally feel something true.

I grind out my pain, find the will again
Hold back my fears, drops of blood no longer tears
I am what cannot be, I am the evil entity.

I know its to much for you, but only you can pull me through
I hope you realize as you read my insanity, that i am not fake as some might see.

I cannot change your future or pain, but i will always be there just the same
So don't give up yet, You saved me don't forget...

I love you.x
(you know who you are)