How could I have changed so much
so fast
I am doing things I never would have done
No offense
But how could someone like you bring out the best in me
I really never knew how good you were for me
Until I see myself now
It is so much worse than I used to be
And i hate it
Because when people think that I am in a good mood
It is all fake
But when I was with you
People knew when I was truly happy
I wasn\\\'t fake then
I wore my emotions on my sleeve
For everyone to see
But now not to many people know what is going on in my head
Some people do
But those people care about me so much
And they know how much I miss you
And who I used to be when i was with you
I want to be who I used to be
Because at least I was happy sometimes
But now I am never happy
I am so depressed all the time
And not to many people care about me anyways
So why not
Because there is someone out there for me
He is just a little bust
Saving our country
He is one person that could always help me when i needed it
and even when I didn\\\'t
But nonetheless he was always there
