I wanna find me!

Rereading my poems and quotes its like i dont no the author
its like its just another poet on this site
one that i feel like i should no
i should talk to
i dont no who this girl is
or where shes from
or y she feels the way she does
its like im some one else when i write or type
its like i let it all out
every last bit of it
and i dont care if what i write makes sence or is good or if others love it or like it
i just care about feeling like i once did
loved
cared
i want to have that laugh and smile back on my face and not the one i put on as an act!
i want the one that is natural that truely shows im full of joy
i wanna be the one who i was
but right now...
i dont no who i am
i dont no who this girl is
the girl who i am stuck in
its like she is hunting me
its like i am dieing
i dont no whats happening to ME
soon i wont be here
i dont no who this chick is who is taking over me
i want out
to find the traped door
to find the light
to find something
anything at all
i just wanna find ME