Im so sorry, i miss you so much

I am so sorry for the way I acted, the way I ended everything
I am so sorry i made you suffer and feel bad
I am so sorry I chose the wrong path, without thinking
I am so sorry I was so confused as to make the wrong choice and lose you
I miss you so much now, I miss you holding me, I miss your sweet romantic kisses i miss the way you held my hand, the way people looked at us, smiled and said :"You guys are so cute together"
I miss the way you talked to me, I miss being the special girl in your heart. Now she's taken my place so fast.. I don't understand. I know it was my fault, I know it was all me and you did nothing but love me. People make mistake and that was the biggest mistake i could have ever made. I am so jealous when I see you with her all the time... I am not used to being around you and not kissing you... curling up in ur arms, holding your hand.
I never thought i would miss you so much, but I just feel the need to be with you, I don't know if it's love but I know that I need you. But you moved on, you're with someone else....and she is pretty and smart and everything, you'd have no reason to leave her, but I hope you do. I know I'm selfish but i just want to be yours again, I want to tell you how I feel but I know it's no use now... please oh please break up with her, I know I'm selfish and that what I am feeling is wrong but I can't help it. I just want to have you back so badly, I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry for the way things ended if I could just go back in time I would never do that again, I'm so sorry I miss you so much.....