I can say over and over that
I'm bleeding, dying, screaming,
Crying.
I can plead again and again...that
No matter how hard I try, I always lose
I never win.
I can scream out to you, reach for your hand but,
I can never shake this feeling of solitude, everything, everyone
This life is too bland.
I can run away from my problems,
With a broken law or a line;
I can go to some doctors but
They all tell me I'm fine.
I just cry myself to sleep, counting my fears,
I still want to be removed from this life after only 16 years.
When the problems from the past surface, I'll admit it
I run,
To sex, drugs, rock 'n' roll
Anything for fun.
Every turn that I make, makes them look down on me more
It's like a never ending spiral,
I couldn't make them happy, so I screwed up to try to fix it and
It just closed all the doors.
Don't look at me like you know me,
Don't read this like you care,
Don't tell me that you're always there to listen,
That through thick or then you'll be there.
I know that it's just all a lie
So let's go over this one more time:
I can say over and over that
I'm bleeding, dying, screaming,
Crying. But I am alone
I just walk into the blackness,
Die in the unknown.
