I've been so awful
I've pretended not to see
Avoided all the hurt
Between you and me
Acted as though
I no longer cared
Forgetting all those
Wonderful moments we shared
But now it's come back
I am no longer blind
And I never wanted
To leave you behind
I'm sure hurting now
But I just wish that you knew
That I've covered it up
And I still care for you
I buried it deep
But I'm recognizing again
That I miss you and love you
And don't want us to end