NOT USED TO THIS FEELING OF BEING ALONE IN YOUR ARMS,
NOT USED TO THe THRILL WHEN YOU TOUCH ME WITH YOUR EYES,
I WANT YOU ON ME CONSTANTLY YOU AND I KNOW,
YET YOUR NOT THERE, THAT'S THE BIGGEST SURPRISE OF IT ALL.
i need you to want me,
we both know that's how it is,
it's just the most difficult thing to desire you the way that i do,
and to know that you can't open up and let me through.
we both know that you want to,
we both know i have to wait,
but that's just the hardest thing for me to have to face.
i want to show you how deeply that i feel,
but i have to hold back and feel like your not real.
i can wait,
the only reason that i push is because of my constant
thoughts,
my constant looks that say i desire you,
the constant breath upon my skin,
the way in which you i cant resist.
i cant hold back with you because of how deeply i love,
instead of being yours,
You are My drug.
i need you like I've never needed anyone,
and i want to show you but don't feel like it's what you want.
so I'm sorry when i get upset,
it's the desire that runs so deep,
I'm sorry when i start to cry,
it's your love that's cutting me.
