Alone for Eternity

Tell me where to go from here,
Will I ever be OK?
Will me heart ever stop beating?
Will the pain ever go away?

Will I ever be able,
To laugh and smile,
Not cry and scream,
Just for a little while.

Everyday its so hard,
Just to make it through,
And to live my life,
Without the thought of losing you.

Just to see these teardrops,
Gently slip away,
Knowing I will never be alright,
Not for another day.

Down another bottle of pills,
And stare into this gun,
The game is finally ending,
Its over - you won.

So kill me with your love,
I'm dying inside,
I've lost my will,
Everytime I have cried.

You never pay attention,
I guess you never will,
Until my final breath is gone,
And My body lays still.

Now its come to this,
A gun pointed at my head,
A few more pointless remarks,
And i will be on the ground, dead.

No one ever cared for me,
Not even myself,
I let go of everything,
And fell into sickening health.

My time has come to leave you,
Never to return again,
Release my anger and pain,
Let go of my sins.

There is a single bullet left,
And its going into me,
I will lay forever in the ground,
Alone for eternity.

(c)Tabitha Daniel