I often wander away from your will
And do stray from the path for my life
Taking off on a course unassigned for me
To pursue a dream not worth living for
Sacrificing selflessly towards the wrong goal
Subjecting myself to be equipped for the undignified
Running to accomplish the unworthy task
Yet neglecting the essence of my existence
Deserting the purpose of my making
Denying generations yet unborn from my impact
Betraying the course of my True Lord
Until I realised Your help
When I lost everything I ever acquired
Losing easily all I\'ve ever accumulated
Failing when all my best was given to succeed
Then I realised how much you mean to me
How less I can do without you
Being totally useless and helpless in Your absence
Then I redirected my passion to you
I desire to live my all and mine for you
Coz if not for Your grace at work
I would have been absolutely consumed
As I get to accept that
You mean so much to me.
