Your pity lines

You lie to me as if i don't know,
you talk to her like you have no
mercy to show.
you contradict me,
and push me away,
and then that old pity line is all
that you say.
you raised me to be strong,
but really you've made me weak,
i looked up to you,
listened when you didn't even
speak.
but now i truly see.
you lied about what you thought
many times,
said you agreed when you
disbelieved,
told me you were there,
when you'd already tried to leave.
you decided to turn it around make
it seem like i changed,
but now i realize you were never
what you had to say.
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now i sit here constantly thinking of the only family member i trusted,
and i realize that your nothing but a lier and that i don't know who you are or trust you anymore.

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so save your pity lines,
tell them to her now,
because it hurts 10,000 times worse
from the only one you ever trusted,
from the only one you had.