Questions

I\\\'m so terrified right now.
Seriously, I have to breathe, but I think I forgot how.

There\\\'s a poem on here and I think it\\\'s for me,
But if it\\\'s not, then who could it be?

It\\\'s a long story I\\\'d rather not explain,
And I\\\'m not going to name names.

Parts of it sound like it\\\'s for me, others don\\\'t,
If it\\\'s not then there\\\'s only one option: to sink because I\\\'ll never float.

I think about him constantly, is this a sign that he does, too?
If it\\\'s for another girl, I don\\\'t know what I\\\'ll do!

I still love him so much more than he\\\'ll probably ever know,
And I hope to God that with everything I say that it shows.

Please, God, don\\\'t let this happen again!
I already lost him for now in that way, don\\\'t let me lose him as a friend!

My heart is pounding and my quivers in a shake,
There\\\'s two answers in front of me, and I\\\'m scared at which one he\\\'ll take.

If it\\\'s not for me I think I\\\'ll die, my heart will be ripped in tiny bits,
But if it is, I\\\'ll be blown away, smiling in sweet bliss.

I don\\\'t know what else to say, I have to wait for him to reply.
But God please tell me, is his heart still mine?