Too hard to believe...

Dear angel of mine
Who is looking down on me tonight...
Please tell me that you're fine
Please let me know you're alright...

I think of you everyday
As the spring is coming soon
I visit you at where you lay,
Pretty soon, we'll put in flowers to bloom

Because flowers were your favorite
And Easter was your favorite time
And now this holiday will be sacred
I just really wish that you are fine

I look at your picture everyday
It's hanging on the wall...
You're sitting with my gram, & she's OK...
But at first, she did fall

Your gentle, beautiful face
Gives me chills to the bone
I miss you in this place
And i hate that you're never coming home

I remember the day you died
It felt that the world did as well
I was in shock and cried
As my gram said "I love you Stell"

It felt that apart of my heart
Was lying in the coffin with you
Even when we were apart,
You knew what i was going through

And now i look at your stone
And i sometimes don't want to leave
But i must realize you're not coming home
But it's just too hard to believe