I Try

I try to hold back my tears. I try to face my fears. Just these hard days and hard nights. Every night I come home to a fight. I can't take the hitting and the screaming. I tell the truth but no one believes me. I slit my wrists to see if I would die. But i'm still alive. No matter what happens I refuse to cry. I have a screwed up life. I have to live with all these lies, all these broken promises. I wish I had someone to love, someone to love me. I just try to surrvive