Life Inside

I sit and wonder what this life has for me
Not knowing where I'll end up, or what I'll turn out to be

It seems like I'm going nowhere, no progress at all
I see very little success in my life, maybe I'm starting to fall

So confused, so disturbed, not knowing what to do
Trying to find meaning, my mind feels like it's splitting in two

Day after day I wake up hoping for a change
Looking for something, anything I can rearrange

I don't know why this life has to be so hard
Maybe it's just me dealing all the wrong cards

My feelings and emotions are all mixed up inside
I just can't sort them out, no matter how much I try

There are pieces inside of me that are missing in my heart
I don't know what is happening, but it is slowly being ripped apart

Maybe one day this will all come to an end
I'll find that somebody inside me, that somebody I can call a friend

I won't be anymore my worst enemy
I'll know who I am, I'll be able to be me

I just have to keep searching and look deep inside of me
For the answers I know I have, but that I just can't see