Fly

I want to fly
but these scabbed wings wont let me flutter
Im trapped in this void of gravity
and the stars are out of reach

Cold metal feels just right
warm red wine trickles down my wrist
I can sense the mental vibrations
of me letting go

images of flames and misery
I want to be whole again
happiness and laughter
not confinement and depression

treat me as if I were a monster
all I want is to be heard
speak my words
and listen to the noise

hold my hand and forgive me
embrace this world from which I come
and understand everything
and tell nothing

look into me
pour me into your hands
and sculpt me
from the dust

give me back my soul
one whos wings are not scarred
with the bruises and pain
of our past

I will cry the tears of others
let them feel the hurt they gave me
make them sense my power
to give myself life

my bind is breaking
these rusted chains fading away
will I escape
can my mind be saved

Impulses send me adrenaline rush
veins bulge and crack open
I ve reached the other side
I remember nothing
and I soar above everything

*This may be a little hard to understand but just listen and youll understand*