I feel like this towards a friend i lost to death and a friend i lost to another person she will regret it being friendss with that person but we all move on right?

I just lost my best friend karol my love of my life dumped me yesterday and now is datin her and i cant be friends with her if she is going to do that shit to me

You really cant tell me i will get over it if you have never had it happen to you ...thats kinda messed up and all

Hey sorrie i didnt meanto be rude and everthing but still you have to see my piont i wont get over it at all no matter what and thats what kills me

This is what i think i think that you shouldnt give up on a friendship so easily if it meant so much to you...and you shouldnt assume that that person doesnt care...all friendships have hard times and you cannot just walk away from them...the truth and assumptions are two completely different things...

If you need me at anytime im still gonna be there for you...its not like i hate you or anything you did nothing wrong for me to hate you...

I dont know what moment your talking about...

Yea and before that you leaving and not talking to me but being best friends with arlin...and that said to me that you wanted to be my friend yea okay...

Yea i knew that you were my one and only best friend to thats not the case and im not asking you to forget about cause i wont either...its just that the whole thing with those girls had nothing to do with me they werent my friends their vals and i know i was wrong to not say anything but their dilema and ours were 2 completely different things the thing with us was the feeling left out and isolated between 3 friends you had to have understood though that at the time like everyone knew that you were my best friend and this that val was my coworker and talking about work is something that was mandatory to do when needed but talking about our lives and everything else is what we did...i didnt have anyone for that at the time aside from you and i know that at times you felt left out but its not like i deliberatley wanted you to feel that way if something came up at the moment i wasnt gonna say okay lets talk about it in 3rd you know what imean...

Look lil i dont want to like continue to bring up that old shit look im sorry and i was wrong in not stnading up for you but when your in the moment its just doesnt occur to you well at least not to me...yea i have regreted a lot of things in my past and i guess this just adds on to the list...but as of right i guess you have your own life if along the way anything changes then it does i just wanted all this to be out in the open cause i didnt wanna keep anything inside and know that although with the whole situation i didnt react like how i was supposed i did really care about you i mean cmon you shouldve known that regardless but watever moving on so i guess we just leave it at that and continue...if you have anything else to say please say it now...

Awww... dis poem reminds me of one of my best friends her name is Kristen and me and her waz friends eva sience we were Baby's and she moved for like 1 or 2 months din came back but we still talked and had contact when she moved but when she moved back she changed alot now she hangs wit da preps well i kinda do to but theres 2 diff. tipes of preps dares the kind where da get mad if da brake a neil and get manicurls then dares da sk8ers witch thats my group. and da dont get along to well so she ditched me. well any ways i give u a 50/50 on dis poem Great Job.

sign, Rosie
*~* xoxo *~*