Thinking Back

Looking back on how i used to be
I was a little girl with not a care in the world
When I cried I had someone there to hold me
When I was sad, or worried I had someone there to tell me everything would be ok
After a few years my life went downhill
My parents split up
I had no one there beside me
Not knowing where i would be day after day
I was dragged back and forth from mommy to daddy
As i started growing up mommy stopped careing and gave me up to daddy
After that i hadn't seen her for 6 years
When i was old enough to make my own choices
I started off wrong and just got worse
I started the drugs and drinking
just because it numbed the pain of everything that was going on
Now I'm sitting here locked in my room with no way out
I'm only 13 i shouldn't feel this way
but it's to late to change everything that has happened
so now i say good-bye
as i make this one last cut..

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