Today i had a break down.
i put my face in my hands,
and fell to the ground!
all i could hear was the voices in my head
and the words to you i pled.
what do i do when
you are the cause AND cure?
i no longer feel safe_securer.
my legs are braking because for you i still fall,
but while i am shaking.
my tears started out clear,
but now they are dark,thick red.
baby, please don't let me die.
i don't wanna be dead!
i wanna be alive!
i want my life, and for me to survive!
but i can feel me gasping for my breath,
as i stare in the eyes of death!
help me;
i cant breath for any degree.
i cant move
besides when i shake
or feel my heart snap and break.
took me as a hostage for you.
you will not let me, let go,
I'm stuck on you like glue!
you ran like a little baby,
didn't think twice for a NO or even a MAYBE.
back to me, you didn't even look,
and you went for the easy way out,
and with that,
its my life you took!
