Blinding Truth

Time ripped smashed vaporized like my frail heart.
Precious sustaining air from my shriveled lungs does part.
Essence, life, soul now frigid lifeless like haunting ghosts.
Forever nomadic wondering searching for new living hosts.
Depart foul worthless unmerciful emotions this candlelit hour.
No longer deceived enchanted under love's restraining power.
Oh what vile disgusting wicked lies I was hungrily fed.
Better happier I willingly accept that I am emotionally dead.
Ravaging puffy cancerous sores cover me from head to toe.
Scratching relentlessly with sharp rocks just to see blood flow.
Insanity madness has victoriously taken over my genius brain.
Laying patiently sinfully for my tainted blood to drain.
Why I painfully unrelentingly wonder why can't this be a dream?
An answer from the engulfing consuming darkness reigns supreme.
Unworthy pitiful child love isn't truthfully meant for you at all.
You took a stupid moronic risk and fell a fathomless fall.
My fragile meaningless heart I love you with this you now.
Healing painless glorious sensation as I now create crimson snow.