I’m dreaming night after night of this fantasy that cannot ever be.
Why can’t it be? Why can’t I see you? Why can’t I feel you?
I’m broken up please fix me, I’m dieing please give me the strength.
Oh please love me, please say it’s true.
I have a reason to stay; I have a reason to question.
I have a reason to cry, I have a reason to laugh.
I have a reason to live; I have a reason to die.
I have I reason to love; I have a reason to hate.
What can I do when this girl has had enough?
What can I do when I’m regretting? When I’m hoping?
When I’m wishing and praying?
I don’t know anymore, I don’t know anything.
But I know I love you, I know its true, I know its forever.
I don’t know your heart, I don’t know you.
I wish I could find you right now, I wish I knew every step of you.
But who would I be but obsessed?
It’s too late I’m obsessed from all this wanting and needing.
I’m afraid from all this distance and silence.
I’m crying inside and outside, I’m bleeding and poring.
But its not me to say goodbye, its not me to forget.
Staring out my window,
Staring at the moon,
Staring at the stars.
Where we would stare and kiss.
All the memories brain washing me,
All the wishing is vanishing me.
Everything I once knew is some how wrong.
Every feeling I felt is somehow lost.
I’m sitting alone, I’m sitting at home.
Missing you, loving you, like I promised.
I don’t know how to forget or how to move along.
I’m stuck and I can’t move.
I’m hopelessly in love with you.
