Love Epidemic

Oh cruel binding twisting fate my heart caused an epidemic.
Gracious heavenly Father give me words to mimic.
For I yes lowly spiteful me have fallen in love with one.
But three dazzling radiant angles oh what have I done?
Disgusting filthy demons must have possessed me.
Pluck out my lusting lying eyes so I can't see.
No oh please God no, one is coming near.
Stumbling tripping I hide out of squeamish fear.
My breath stops lungs tightening their grasp.
Carefully searching then found out I gasp.
Talking sinfully sweetly hoping one won't see the other.
Questions rolling out I wonder about my mother.
What gulping swallowing trembling what did you say?
You're pleasingly pregnant you found out today!?!?
Looking crying at me you ask what's wrong.
As I stand statue like for time unknowingly long.
Relenting wild consuming knowledge that I am in trouble.
Knowing my future forever broken I kiss you double.
Unwillingly unemotionally I break down and confess.
Even now though undeserving you love me none the less.