MOM!! i am mia!!

by Jenie   Mar 14, 2006


(Mia=bulimia)

Mom, dont tell me what i am doing, is wrong,
and that it`ll make me weak_
take away my strength to be strong!!
yeah, so what if it hurts my throat,
and my voice is rough when i speak!!
mom, you dont even no me!!!
dont act like you no whats best,
you arnt my friend_ my "mommy"!
yeah, my knuckles are cut REALLY bad and bruised,
and to keep food down, i refuse!
SO WHAT!
you dont know how bad i hurt when i eat.
you dont understand_ Ive got to win,
i cant lose! this i must beat!
let me hurt myself on the terms of my own.
just let it go.
leave me alone!
get over the fact that your little girl
is addicted to Mia.
why arnt you ever proud of me, mom?
i got back on the right track with life:
i put down my blade,
tossed away the knife!
let me have this ONE mistake
you already took everything from me,
this E.D. you will not take!!!

(Note to ya`ll: uum...yeah, mom learned about my eating disorder, Mia last night...not a pretty fight)(lol)

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  • 18 years ago

    by BleedingAngel

    I think it's for the best that she knows...My parenst found out a year ago and that was after I've had it for 3 years, don't know why they didn't found out sooner....I am glad that they know!!! I don't have to hide it anymore, but the different between us is that I am an adult and don't live at home anymore, my parenst can't do anything about my ED....But your parents can take you to the hospital and stuff and I know you don't wnat to hear this; But I really hope that they do, cause I don't want you to hurt anymore, you need help you can still be saved, let people help you hunni.

    I love you to death sis..

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