Crying In Pretense

I need to say goodbye.
Not because I do not care
Because I feel like i could die
I may return one day,
I just can not live this way
The walls are crumbling
My life is tumbling
Down wear no one can save me
I am hiding from what is not lost
I am making no sense
Crying in pretense

My heart is shattered
But I give you all the pieces
You reject it
Breaking my soul as well
I am Crying in Pretense

I am the prom queen
The best of them all
Then why do i feel so bad
I drag the knife across my wrists
To try to block the pain i feel inside
I am Crying in pretense

My last breath
Marks the end of existence
I see you faintly now
You are saying something
I can not here the words
I am watching you through the fog
I am Crying in pretense

I see their silent tears
Thinking of my lost years
I feel no pain
Though I am broken with shame
The clock has stopped
midway Through life
Another soul lost in the world
So you begin to
Cry

(long, but please rate and comment. I would love your opinions on this.)