Can't Let Go (Part 1)

In anguish, I fall to the ground
Tremors wrack my body as I audibly cry
Broken-hearted and dying slowly
Tears prick my eyes as I look toward the sky

Why do hearts break so easily?
Where do I go from here?
Why does God let me suffer through this?
Please answer these questions as the storm draws near

No matter where I go, it doesn't matter what I do
I can't escape the hurt
I can't let go of you
I don't have what it takes, my heart still breaks
In two
'Cause I can't let go of you

This endless road stretches onward
But I know I'm too weak to move on
My life is quickly passing on without me
I know that it'll soon be gone

Why did this have to happen to me?
How do I ease the pain?
Why can't I simply forget about you?
Why can't I cease the rain?

No matter where I go, it doesn't matter what I do
I can't escape the hurt
I can't let go of you
I don't have what it takes, my heart still breaks
In two
I can't let go of you
Sometimes I can't even open my eyes
And there's nothing I can do
'Cause every little thing I see
It all reminds me of you

Why do I have to be the victim?
Why do thoughts of you still pound in my head?
Why do I have constant reminders
Of all this things you've said?

No matter where I go, it doesn't matter what I do
I can't escape the hurt
I can't let go of you
I don't have what it takes, my heart still breaks
In two
'Cause I can't let go of you
I can't let go of you

I can't sleep at night anymore
Nightmares make it too hard to do
I sit and cry alone in the dark
Wishin' I were still with you

Why am I still hung up on this?
Why do I still see your face?
Why can't I just run away
And escape this awful place?

No matter where I go, it doesn't matter what I do
I can't escape the hurt
I can't let go of you
I don't have what it takes, my heart still breaks
In two
I can't let go of you

I'm still here, where I was almost two years ago
I doubt if I'll ever get away
I'll be locked in this crate for the rest of my life
Crying for you night and day

Where is the bliss I used to know?
Why has it disappeared?
Why has the life I once loved
Transformed to everything I've feared?

No matter where I go, it doesn't matter what I do
I can't escape the hurt
I can't let go of you
I don't have what it takes, my heart still breaks
In two
I can't, I can't, I can't
I can't let go of you

...Continued in Part 2...