My life is sooo complicated
i cant even go through a day wit out feeling like i don\'t want to live.
no one understands me
they could never feel my pain
my hurt,what ive been through
what im going through
my heart feels like its not even there,my mind is sooo full of thoughts that don\'t make sense.
ppl i love wit the heart i don\'t feel like i have ,to care wit love i dint know i had,but at the same time
haten everything and everyone
im invisible,cant be seen,loved,nor heared
cause u cant love whats not there..
at times i feel like i just want everything and one to go away
cause its not doing anything but making it worse,i still don\'t know how i manged to make it through each day,im trying really hard
to make,its more than a task,its a long life time journey, a journey that i don\'t think ill make it through
once u think the hard part is over
something else falls right in front of you,blocking u from moving forward,its kinda like a maze
you don\'t know which way is out you just keep going around and around
till eventually u give up
and this is what i feel like doing...
and this is just part 1 of my life...
