Why did you have to die it took all of me to try to make you better but the feelings in me did not matter you should have tried to stay alive but instead you took the easier side you let yourself drift away trough those horrible days you were not the same person anymore you left everyone and went to your room and closed the door you did not know what was wrong but you still thought i could be strong I'm nothing without you i knew from the start that this friendship could not fall apart i knew you thought the same thing but you fought the feeling away you did not like people and i could see but when you said let me be i knew that was when you needed me so i came in without even asking then you talked to me without even basking all the feelings inside came out and you did not hid a thing from me we became such close friends after that day then you did it again this time you didn't let me come in you did not let me help not even to try all you did was sit and cry you would cry for hours and hours till that one day you let the blade slip at four to the hour all the bleeding and tears came out and you had no more shame that had to be played to the game i still remember the hour it happened it was four in the mourning i was lying in my bed the thought of the failure was playing in my head i shouldn't have let you cry i shouldn't have let you shout now all the tears form your pain has came out I'm tired of this game there will be no more time for the shame i will have to fill what you felt and maybe i knew because you have talked about ding this a time or two
