Is it real?

I don't know what to do anymore,
I sit here loving you as you ignore.

I've tried so hard to tell you how I feel,
But when it is time, you don't act like you're for real.

Yes, you have been there for the start,
But in the beginning we were friends and you weren't scared in my heart.

When we were the best of friends,
You made promises, praying it never ends.

Also you promised if we began,
Everything would go to the plan.

The plan of love, no hurt, no pain, the plan of never wanted to go insane.

Insane because the hurt you brought to my heart,
Taring my heart so much apart,

You promised you'd never leave, never lie, never be the first to tell me good-bye.

I am not sure anymore how to feel,
For what you cause my heart.. I pray it's not real.

Please tell me you love me I'm the only one,
Please tell me I wasn't just for fun.

I've tried so hard to be the girl you wanted me to be.
But I don't know anymore.. how can I get you to see?

Please tell me what you want, please tell me how you feel,
Please tell me the hurt I feel isn't really real.

Please tell me the tears I've cried are just from laugher,
Please tell me you'll never leave me and I am the girl you're after.

Just tell me what you need to say,
I'll listen no matter how good or bad The day.

I know how I feel,
I feel it's forever real,
But you tell me,
Do you see..
Is it what you feel?
Is it real?

~* Please people rate this,
I have to show him how I feel,
For he still lies and breaks promises I hope it wasn't real.
Anyone out there who has had someone lie or break a promise you love, comment or vote, tell them how much this poem isn't all bad and describes what you feel.

Just remember always think..*~

Is it....real?