I lie in bed late at night,
not able to get the thought of you out of my mind.
As I look out the window I see your face in the clouds,
And the sun lights up my world.
I cry.
I sit in class and smile and laugh, trying to hold it all in.
Then you and I make eye contact.
It's unbearable,
I cry.
Not hungry again today, but I really am.
I'm hungry for your love.
I sit and play with my food, unable to say anything to you.
I cry.
On the bus ride home I sit by the window alone.
It seems that everything I see reminds me of you.
I cry.
I flop onto my bed.
Decide to take a nap to try and get the thought of you out of my head.
It didn't work,
I cry.
Dinner time is no different.
I'm not hungry so I excuse myself.
I watch some t.v to try to ease my pain.
But every show reminds me of how we used to be.
I cry.
It's dark.
I cry.
We were the best of friends.
You were my real first love.
There's no way that that feeling will ever fade.
I've liked you for five years,
And you don't even care....
