IS IT ALL OVER?

Because of everything we've been through,
my mind is filled with you,
but its just too much pain,
i think about it again & again,
you hurt me so bad,
i want to be angry but I'm just sad,
it really hurt me,
and you can't even see,
how much pain i feel,
it doesn't seem to be real,
but now I've made up my mind,
i will just act as if I'm blind,
now when you are by,
i wont even utter a "hi"
is this the end?
will we still see each other as a friend?
i don't want to be like this forever,
but maybe it's all for the better,
it brings me to tears thinking about how soon we'll have to part,
but you shall always remain deep inside my heart!