Its Over

This letter is to my sean
all your emotions have been withdrawn
you are no longer the noral you
and i dont know what to do
you have changed in many ways
are you gong through a phase?
you act differently around me
its not the way it use to be
you take control
like you have no soul
you treat me different
there is no acknoweldgement
like you have never seen me before
as if i just came o your door
you dont trust me but i know why
i told you so many lies
but there is something else you dont know
hopefully saying it will make our relationship grow
you drove me to what i did
all my emotions had to be hid
i couldnt show you i was mad
or that i was sad
not if it had to do with you
it was like it be taboo
id tell you something was wrong
but not by words by playing a song
we never talk
you just walk around with that angry walk
slam sholder and walk away
how was i suppose to stay
ic ant handle a relationship like this
and i know when im gone i will be missed
but it wont hurt as bad as staying here
covering up with fake cheer
im tired of the control
you have dug me into a hole
and this is the only way out
so go ahead i want you to shout
you never yell never let it go
thats why i need you to know
i need to live i wont to die
for the first time im not tellling a lie
well thats not true
i told the truth to you
i told you what had happened
and how i deserved to be abandoned
but you wouldnt listen for a second
all you did was call and beckon
but i didnt want your hug
so i pushed you away with a shrug
it doesnt help me at all
everything has piled up so tall
i cant take it anymore
my heart is getting sore
before my heart gets torn or broken
take this poem as a token
so im ending everything
before my heart has its last sing
or has its last skipped beat
as i say this you may want to take a seat
\"ITS OVER\"