Im lost inside myself
i place where no one knows my name
a place where no one understands
and people think i am insane
but what they do not know
is that im locked up inside
locked up inside of my own self
the only place where i can hide
only now i cant get out
and i really want to leave
because in here ill die
something is killing me
i used to want to kill myself
i thought id be so much happier if i died
but i dont know what happened
something changed my mind
but ive already locked myself up
and threw away the key
and now theres no way out
im stuck inside of me
i used to want to hurt myself
to hurt is what i wanted most
but now the pain just goes through me
like im just a ghost
i wish that i could stop
but when you do it, theres no turning back
once you go down, you cant come up
theres no getting back on track
i need to leave this nightmare
and get out of this place
im tired of seeing blood stains on my shirts
tired of mascara running down my face
people have wanted to help
but i never even let them try
and now i wish i could take it all back
because im tired of listening to myself cry
nothing matters now
theres nothing more i can do
ill just go on being hopeless
just go on being helpless
because im stuck in here
ill soon be washed away
by the blood and all my tears
but if u think u can help
if u happen to find the key
please unlock this heavy door
So I can escape this dangerous me.
