Tonight's my last night

Sweet soft crisom kisses
Stain my wrist
As I force myself
Into a painful bliss
If I die tonight
Will anyone notice?
Will they take the time
To aknowledge my absence?
I'll be faded and gone
A thing of the past
A pushed back memeory
Not meant to last
I assume that I will find
happiness in death
So I close my eyes
And take my last breath