I try not to cry when i think about hard times
Times when my life makes me wonna die
Times when my mom would abuse,steal,cheat,and lie
Times when i would pretend everything is fine
I try not to keep things balled up inside
Things like disappointment & regret
Things like losing a loved one at my best
Even things like never being able to learn the chest
I try to keep my head up no matter what
When I'm feeling alone so i write a poem
When I'm searching to find a place called home
When i can feel the cracking down of my bones
I try not to forget where i came from
Forget my childhood, i wish i could
Forget my pain and all the people who's to blame
Forget my life with a roll of a dice
I try not to dwell on the past
For the past did not last
But for all that has made me sad
You can kiss my dark & lovely ass
