Weekend

Hearts have been shattered,
Because of all my lies.
I've caused to many tears,
I never meant for this to happen.
I'm sorry I hurt you,
Everything happened all so quickly.

Thoughts of that weekend often reply in my mind,
I remember how I promised I wouldn't hurt you,
But he told me I was a beautiful
And how he held no interest in you.
I know that doesn't give me the right to cause you pain,
But can't you please understand it takes 2.

Confusion is only my cover,
I use it to make my dirty deeds seem okay.
No one is perfect,
Everyone makes mistakes,
I never wanted to see you cry,
And know I caused it.

He told me he didn't want to be with you,
You were only a way to seek revenge.
You were his closet link to what he hated.
He told me he loved me not you,
You were only a decoy,
A person to turn to, so he could hide his true feelings.

To keep my lies a secret,
To make everyone believe there was nothing happening,
Were the only things that seemed logical.
I wish I could go back in time,
And erase all the pain I caused,
But I can't erase what I felt for him.

He still calls me up,
To tell me how much he cares.
He told me wants me in his life,
No matter what that means.
He asked me to come live with him,
He wants me close to him.

I never wanted a guy to do this to us,
To make us question everything we've went through.
He's made us think back everything,
And no one really knows if he wants either of us.
All we can do is hope and pray his words are truthful,
And wait to see what tomorrow may bring.

**if u read my friends poem this is just my reply to it... I am sorry...**