If you cared so much about this dude, why would you even let it come between your friendship? Why would you admit to lieing and being 'confused'? Do you think that your friend is really going to trust you ever again? Especially if he/she reads this... You admitted to lieing about a guy that I'm guessing he/she liked...Why would you even pursue it? That just goes to show him/her what you really thought about your friendship... Don't you think before you act?