Love

How can you say you love me?
when you really dont,
not because you cant but because you wont
your so afraid of what your friends might say
but it dont bother you,
your not the one who has to pay
my head is so confused
and my heart is weak and bruised
jon what am i sopposed to do?
i am so in love with you
there isnt a day that i dont want us to be,
but it dosent matter there is nolonger a you and me
you could care aless
you left me alone to clean up the mess
everyone says you still care
but if thats so then why arent you ever there
i know i really messed up
but ive changed,
so why isnt that enough
ive tryed so hard to explain
but all that i get in return is alot more pain
i wish you would just take one more glance,
and give me one more finial chance
i know we've tryed this all before
but that was when my body was very sore
jon we dont have to be together,
all i wanna be is your friend
im begging you please dont let this be the end
jon i love you more then anyhting
and i truly am sorry for all the hurt i may have brang
jon i know it may be hard to belive what i saying,
but please trust me im not playing
i wish i could talk to you now
but the question i ask my self is how?
if i called your phone would you talk to me,
if i wrote you another letter would you write back
jon i really need you here and thats a fact
jon you were my bestfriend
when we got together i let my heart unbend
now that were apart,
im left with a broken heart
i just want you to be my friend
and im hoping after this poem you might talk to me again!